Life please be a little more crazy ? Hurt my knee in the soccer game, got kicked with soccer cleats and there's two bruises where the spiky thingy or whtever it is. Hurts so bad ): my knee is fat and swollen !
Great weekend ;) Spent Saturday with Gabriela, at night we got my car and then snuck out to pick up steven. Kinda scary drive since I almost got pulled over by the cops for speeding in his neighborhood and almost knocking over the barrier! Hahaha I'm a good driver really ;) then drove everyone to the frozen yogurt cafe where we hang out at everyweek. It was me, steven, Gabriela, Maggie, Mario, Jake and savanah <3
We sat outside and it was cold. And we hung out till midnight eating ice cream and chilling :) then gabby sleptover and when we got home everyone was asleep.
Never thought I'd ever break someones heart .. The dissapointment in their eyes and how sad they look when they say goodbye makes me feel lime such a horrible person. I'm just glad that we're best friends and he understands :) crazy week tho heart broken and then heart breaker haha boys are so dumb. Haha remember when they had cooties ?!
So many things have happened. And i just don't have the time to post as much. Just came back from a weekend in Boston, visiting colleges, and sleeeping over at Riva's <3 i miss her so much ): I have soccer practice everyday for two hours! and i scored my first goal on monday :)
Mm, so today Zach surprised me after soccer practice. I looked like crap and i didnt expect to see him. It was kinda awkward and weird at first, i dont know . I havent seen him in forever . We hugged for awhile and then talked for a bit about life and crap . I really miss him, it was hard seeing him again after everything . My mom even said, 'its like you two are strangers now .' All of a sudden it hit me how much i miss him, and i started tearing up and he tried telling me funny stuff to make me smile. but then i had to leave.. so one last hug.
sigh ))): gosh i hate goodbyes .
Suppposed to go on a date with steven saturday, but i don't want to anymore
Road trip to Miami with Gabriela <3 for halloween party! Slept over at Tim's house and stayed up till 6am watching movies with the guys hahah . my best friend :) highh
Kidnapping the best friend on her birthday;) yeah um we look like crap , because we just freakin woke up and drove to her house and dragged her out of the house!
I loveeeee you girl :) Thanks for taking me out, when i was having a crappy day. And offering to beat up boys who are jerks :)
Ughghg, 3 more days to Party in Miami with my girls . i need to get out of here I miss you z ): I said, "Leave," but all I really want is you To stand outside my window, throwing pebbles; screaming, "I'm in love with you." Wait there in the pourin' rain, Come back for more. And don't you leave, 'cause I know all I need is on the other side of the door is on the other side of the door.
None of us thought it was gonna end that way People are people and sometimes we change our minds But it's killing me to see you go after all this time And we know it's never simple, never easy Never a clean break, no one here to save me You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand I can't breathe without you, but I have to.. - Anyway Steven picked me up and we went to the movies together . We movie hopped, and watched Paranormal activity and Cloudy with a chance of meat balls . Snuck into the two movies, and then he took me out for dinner . After that, we just walked around disney .
Idk, it's weird. i guess it did make me feel better . A break up and a date all in one day, is a little bit ridiculous . FML .
